I Was Never the Girl Next Door

Been a tad bit busy

2012-02-13T22:59:00.000-08:00

getting MARRIED!!!!!!!

Yup. We "eloped" on 2/3/12 in Vegas baby :) We had just the right amount of people there. A few were missed, but it didn't ruin our day. It was so fun, awesome, perfect. We have the best memories. Most spectacular photos but most of all we are so in love and I am him Mrs. Oh and we are not in any debt! Yup, paid for everything beforehand and won a bit on the tables too :) Yay for roulette!

After the ceremony and pics we went to Buca Di beppos for dinner @ the Excalibur. It was delish. Nobody left hungry. After Dinner we went to The Cosmopolitan to check out some clubs. We didn't even make it in one as we found the Chandelier bar. It was nothing short of spectacular. This pic is just a glimpse of the swarvoski crystals draped from ceiling to floor.

We wanted a small close knit wedding and we got what we wanted.

I couldn't be happier.

I'm a mess

2012-01-15T00:04:00.000-08:00

I was laying in bed with my phone in hand. As I read through the blogs I stalk I read that baby Tripp passed away today. I'm a mess. I am soaking wet from the flood gates that opened on my face. I never met Tripp in person but felt like he was a part of my life. I have been following Courtney, Tripps Mother, on her blog for quite some time now. I must say that She is the strongest person I have ever come across. She has taken the roll of being a Mother to a whole new level. I look at this woman like some do a saint. In my opinion even getting her words on my computer screen is strong.

I laid and cried ~~sobbed~~ for a good 40 minutes. Then Leeland started to cry. Which made me cry for Courtney. I sucked it up and went in his room. I did not lay him back down nor did I pat his back or rub his head. I snatched my boy up so quick and rocked him in his chair. As I silently cried as I held him my heart broke more and more for Courtney. As I stood up to put Leeland back to bed he grabbed my hand and rubbed it. My little man made Mommy feel so loved.

Here's Leeland's Christmas card to Tripp.

Baby Tripp,
I never met you face to face but your Mommy made sure that I was a part of your life. She so selflessly shared you with me and for that I am forever grateful to her. You touched my heart in a huge way. My son Leeland looked at all of your pictures with me and even danced to Elmo and your AWESOME drumming skills. You are a very lucky little man to have such a great Mommy she took her job very very seriously. I know that you experienced a lot of pain for a long time but you were a fighter and gave your Mommy so many days to hold you, care for you, kiss you, and love you. I am sure she is very happy with ever day you fought to stay with her.

Well little man now's my time to say goodbye. I want to thank You for being YOU. May you be pain free and wait for that Mommy of yours to come see you again. I am sure she will have a huge hug waiting for you.

With a very heavy heart,
Jaclynn

Link up WWTKW

2012-01-05T21:31:00.000-08:00

I have not linked up in a long time and since I went all day today thinking it was Wednesday I will do Mamarazzi's WWTKW
{1} What do you love about blogging?
Easy scrapping! I used to scrapbook and this is SO much cheaper.I love the people I follow and love I get back.
{2} What is your favorite scent of candle/air freshener?
Fruit. Anything fruity. I love me some bath n body work candles.
{3} How would you describe your style?
Retro ~~messy~~ and modern :) I like black and white photos with black frames. I have been more into color lately. I never thought I'd like gold but I am starting to love it.
{4} What are 3 things your dream home would have that your current home doesn't have?
A pool. A bar. A better garden.
{5} Do you look at your keyboard when you type?
Here and there. Not all the time.

Yuck! Brussels Sprouts? No way man!!

2012-01-05T20:58:00.000-08:00

Until today that is!
One huge shout out for this AHHH-MAZE-ING recipe. The Pioneer Woman did it again!

I did not add sugar as she gave a disclaimer that it was not 100% necessary. I used Craisins instead of plain dried cranberries to give it the sweetness needed. Killer. The only thing I will change the next time, cut the larger sprouts in half.

Oh and note:
The boring looking taco.. KILLER as well. The fillings ~~minus the cheese~~ was from the last post this AM. So flavorful. I wouldn't change anything about the taco. Oh.. maybe some fresh avocado. Note to self, go get avocado in the morning.

Dan scale 7.5 He would have given it a higher rating if the brussels sprouts were smaller or cut up.

FOOOOOD nom nom nom nom

2012-01-05T13:25:00.000-08:00

So a huge mishap happened this morning with my insurance company. They decided to charge me about 350% of what they normally do. So an extra $650 got snached away from under my feet before I even woke from my slumber. After 45 minutes on the phone I was able to get a refund, that may take up to 48 hours to be put back in our account ~~assholes~~. Crappy morning to say the least.So I had to lift my spirits!

What better to lift your spirts then blackberry and blueberry sharks, and blueberry, grape, and banana boats with whole wheat sails! Yeah, I'm a dork but Leeland loves it!

So dinner is in The Sexy Red Beast and the house is starting to smell fab. On the menu for tonight is Taco's and brussel sprouts. Odd combo? Yeah, but whatever! It's my world and Dan's stomach is just living in it.

All I did for this dinner was open two packs of chicken tenderloins and plopped them in "The Beast", opened the Pace salsa and added about a cup and a half(just enough to cover the chicken). Cut up about half a cup ~~maybe a full cup~~ of onion, you can never have too much.

Put those 3 things in "The Beast". Closed the lid and put that bitch on low for about 6-8 hours.

I also cut up an orange and yellow bell pepper that I am going to add about 45 minutes before serving. I do this because I like the crispness of the bell pepper. Also, I can snack on them all day. Leeland had a slice and looked at me with those baby blues and I could tell he loved me a little more.

Did I stop there? No way man. I sliced up 2 apples. Mixed them with a pad of butter and cinnamon. Baked those bad boys for about 15-20 minutes to attempt to make this. Let's just say, epic f'ing FAIL! I have never made my own bread so I decided I'd use the next best thing! Crescent rolls! I should have just used the triangles they come in but NO I had to braid the bread like the pictures. I just opened the oven and this did not work ~~like at all.~~ I am going to let it bake a bit longer and see what else can go wrong.

Internet magic... it's done!

Looks like something that belongs on the Predators face!

Right?

Leeland doesn't seem to mind that he's eating something that looks like roadkill.

He loved it. Next time I will make my own bread. Even though it looked like death it taste really good! I didn't use any sugar nor did I use a topping. I was scared to make it look worse ~~though that's not really possible~~! Oh well. bread fail, dinner still smells great.

Color!

2012-01-04T20:45:00.000-08:00

So I have been eating pretty good for some time now. My friend Alana over at unconventional wisdom has now inspired for me to post what I am eating. So I start tonight. My undying love for my crockpot has come to a full blown obsession. I love her. She's red, hot, and sexy. Sexy? How can a crockpot be sexy you ask? Well anything that will make me dinner every day is sexy. Every day? Yup. I have been using her every day.

Tonight's dinner was so easy. 1 pack of chicken thighs and half a jar of Trader Joes roasted red pepper and artichoke Tapenade(normally we eat this with baguette). Those two ingredients in the sexy beast, aka crockpot, for about 6 hours on low. Served with black beans and a bit of mozzarella. Killer meal. I got a "very good!" from Dan. Very good is an 8 according to Dan(I asked) :) I'll take that.

After dinner we went to Costco to stock up on fruits and veggies. Got all of this, and then some, for $80. I love Costco.

When we got home we made this lovely fruit salad with delicious apples, blueberries, blackberries, bananas, and crisp grapes.

Leeland had a nice helping of this salad. I think half ended up in his cheeks for him to savor for a bit :) I didn't get a great pic of that so maybe tomorrow :)

Merry Christmas! A tad bit late..

2011-12-31T10:09:00.000-08:00

And a very happy New Year!

As 2011 comes to an end I'd like to take a second to reflect on the past year with my top 10 favorite moments.
1. Seeing Rancid and Social Distortion with Alexis, David, Rickey, and Daniel. Though I've seen both bands numerous times I can honestly say that these shows were some of the best times of my life. There's something about good friends and good music that make life a bit more fun.
2. Taking Leeland to Disneyland for his first AND second time. Seeing how different he reacted at 10 weeks then ten months later! It really is the happiest place on earth.
3. Having and battling PPD, postpartum depression. It's no joke how much it affects your life. I didn't speak about it to many but I have a few women that supported me through the year. They talked me down and told me I was not a nut job and in fact a normal first time Mom. Thank you Kira Martin, Jessica Ripley, Nikki McLaughlin, Lisa D'Agosta Abad for your support.
4. Getting sent to GA to surprise May-Ree at her homecoming from Afghanistan. Her reaction was priceless and still gets the flood gates to open each time I watch the video. With that, getting to know Hike for our Heroes, and Mareike Yocum. What an amazing organization.
5. Getting a "stone of engagement" from my lover of 7 years... Spending Mothers Day in Santa Cruz with great people, food, walks, and overall amazing day ending with my man on one knee. ♥
6. Watching Leeland do/try new things. New food, dance moves, first and only haircut, .. SO many many more.
7. Tahoe! Major fun with two of my BFF's Kate and Erin. More trips need to be planned asap.
8. Starting my own photography business. I was always told I have "an eye" for all things beautiful. This is going to be an amazing year to come. Thank you to all who have made the investment of family photos. I can't wait to work with you all again.
9. Letting Leeland pick out a Christmas tree. Lining them up in a row and letting him choose what one was the best for our family. Also, making snowmen ornaments with him and Daddy. So fun.
10. Last but not least, Leeland 1st birthday party. It was obvious how much he is loved. Bompa Bill came out to meet Leeland on his very first, of many, birthdays. We celebrated with great people and we could not have asked for anything better.

Cheers to you and your family on a bitchin 2011. Here's to an even better 2012. ♥

A few favorites

2011-12-22T09:45:00.001-08:00

Homemande ornament :)

2011-12-20T22:21:00.000-08:00

These were so easy to make and SO much fun.

Love right!

For the glitter part followed this tutorial:
http://thegreenbeanscrafterole.blogspot.com/2010/12/all-that-glittersminus-mess.html

Found on Pintrest of course!

Silence,

2011-12-18T13:29:00.001-08:00

Recent shoots

2011-12-08T09:57:00.001-08:00

Charlie Brown Christmas tree? No way!

2011-12-07T08:22:00.001-08:00

We decided to go back to the same tree lot that we got our tree last year. Here's a pic..

Do we look tired? :) Leeland was about a month old here. I was still having trouble walking from the c section. I remember we didn't get out much the first two months. Oweee.

What a difference a year makes.

If I could give some motherly advice real quick..

Make sure to hand off the camera every once in awhile. Get pics of you and the baby. I swear I have so many of Dan and Leeland and not half as many of Leeland and myself.

Look at THAT face! He's the happiest baby and he has no problem showing that off.

We lined up a few trees and let Leeland pic out the tree. We put out hand over each tree and said, "This one?" We did it a few times and the one with the most reaction won. I think this will be a new tradition :)

I love my family.

It may be little but it's mine.

And the winner is... It may be little but Leeland picked it out. We decided to go smaller this year so we could put it on a table. Leeland is getting.into.everything. nowadays. :) We set it up on Monday. Put lights up on Tuesday. Then tonight, Wednesday, we will decorate it.

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas.

Minus

2011-12-01T13:15:00.001-08:00

I found a paper that I wrote my stats on.
It was dated 7/18/11. Today is 12/1/11.
In almost 4 1/2 months I've lost
13 pounds
-2" inches off of my chest
-3" off of my waist
-3" off of my belly
-1" off of my thighs
It averages out to 2.88 pounds a month.
I can do way better then this. Period.

Though I've lost 38 pounds in the past year when I look at those stats I feel disappointed. I want to loose that amount in 2 months not 4 1/2. Blech..
Updated to 38 lbs... Made a mistake in my math. I guess it wasn't so bad after all :)

So much to say..

2011-11-27T20:31:00.001-08:00

I have been a bad bad girl! Sorry for my loyal followers, right, haha. I needed to plan a party!

Leeland turned ONE!! Can you believe it? This year flew by. It's been the best year of my life.

This little nugget is loved by so many. We have so much love for this little man. He's such a great baby. I've said it over and over but you will read it over and over :)

This is Leeland opening his very first birthday present. It was awesome bath toys. Monster bath toys. I will show pics later but I am just going to do a quick hello and recap.

This is Leeland's two Grandpa's. On the left "Pop" Benson and on the right "Bompa" Stevens. Yup. That's my Dad on the right. He cam out from Kentucky to meet Leeland on his 1st birthday. This pic is for Leeland to see how tall he can be. Pop is 6'4 and Bompa is 6'2.

For Leeland's birthday present Bompa got Leeland's 1 year photo's taken.

Cute right! :)

He really wasn't into that cupcake. He rolled around in it more then played with it.
Time for a beer. I will be back this week for more blogging. I have so many things to share.

I kicked that goal in the a$$!

2011-11-03T09:53:00.000-07:00

I tried to loose all my baby weight before Leeland turned one. On Leeland's Birthday Eve I am proud to announce that not only have I lost all my leftover baby weight but 2 extra pounds! On this very day last year I posted THIS blog. I have lost 33 pounds in one year. I gained 31 pounds while pregnant and lost -2 extra on top of that.

I tried to find the same shirt but I found it in a different color :) Here I am today, no photoshop involved, I have to specify that because I photoshop pictures all the time.

I know right, This chick is nuts posting her belly pic when she hasn't reached her big time goal. I know I still have a lot of work to do and I may regret posting this but I live my life for the moment. This moment I am happy and feel skinny.
Happy dance happy dance!

SO what's next you ask? Let's shoot for 23 more pounds. It was going to be 25 pounds but we will keep that extra two and apply it to this next goal.
Happy Birthday Eve everyone.

6 month fluff :-)

2011-10-18T13:22:00.000-07:00

We've made it 6 months using cloth diapers. We are not 100% cloth but I'd say we are about 85% cloth 15% sposies. So that we don't get build up from any of the creams, if Lee has a diaper rash we use 7th generation. I have this diapering down now. Dan still stuffs the wrong insert in the wrong cover but he's learning ~~I mean how hard is it to learn 4 different inserts, microfiber vs. hemp, and 5 different kinds of diapers~~ ha ha!

I can honestly say that we have successfully diapered Leeland's rear for under $250 for the entire first year of his life! A major part in that # is the diapers we received at our baby showers. We are very grateful for our friends and family for being so generous! I think we had to trade in diapers at his 4 month mark but didn't buy any till he was around 5 months!

I really wish I was "converted" to the fluff side before he was born :)

For those of you that say, "I could never use cloth diapers!" You are wrong when you think it's hard. It's the easiest and best thing I have done as a mother. One, it's great for his skin. Two, It's great for our earth. Three, It's amazing on our bank account!
If I can convert one person to cloth I have done my part :)

Here's Leeland in his new monster beanie having a snack :)

How to earn free things!

2011-10-17T12:54:00.000-07:00

No I am not getting paid for this post! Just helping others earn things for doing what we do every day! Searching the web! Swagbucks.com! If your not using swagbucks.com yet then you are missing out on free things. So far I have received $100 in amazon.com gift cards and I have only been using this search engine for a few months. I am sure I could earn more faster but I have an 11 month old :) Click the link and join. If you have questions I will add the answers to this blog :) Now go and start earning!

9 days young

2011-10-11T17:54:00.000-07:00

Meet Vanessa Leeanne..
9 days young. Isn't she absolutely perfect?

I'd be stupid to not make money doing this right? I want to take some training classes. Yes I know these are perfect why would I need training? ;) ha There is so much about my very own camera that I don't know and want to know. I am in need of this Job Act to pass. I need to go back to school but can't because I am on unemployment. Since I can't go to any kind of training w/o loosing my benefits I'm screwed. I send out resume after resume trying to find a photographer to work with or a bar to slang drinks behind, with no call backs. I am qualified. Overly if you ask me;) This economy stinks.This mommy wants to make money to do all the things I want to do with Leeland. I want to take this kid everywhere I have not been.

Till then, we can all just gaze at this beautiful sleeping baby and wish we had it as easy as her. :)

11 months

2011-10-04T10:20:00.000-07:00

Today Leeland is 11 months old. He's been such a life changer. He's taught me patience and love. He's been nothing but complete joy. Mothers always think that they have the best baby. I know I have the best baby. He's so clam and happy every day of his life. We do have some late night screaming matches but that's ok. I will take some sleep deprivation for a baby that is always in a good mood. I mean what was coffee discovered for?

This is my wittle happy bird :) Angry? No way!

See this getting ready to crawl pose? Yeah, don't let it fool you. This kid likes to roll! We noticed him trying to pull himself up on his bouncer but he didn't make it but an inch off the ground. If I were to guess a first step day I would have to say his 3rd birthday. Ha. He's happy with the way he gets around so who am I to complain!

He loves anything that rolls. These balls go to a wack-a-ball game and he loves to pick up the balls and bang them together. He has been putting the balls in the holes and pushing them down. What he loves more then balls is the mallet that it came with. I think he needs to be Bam Bam for Halloween one year :)

He's very alert and is defiantly an observer. He does not need constant attention. In fact he'd prefer to be left alone with his basket o toys :)

This kid is happy with his basket. He likes to take every toy out of the basket, turn it over and bang on the basket with the mallet I talked about earlier :) He will sit in this spot and play for as long as I will let him.

Happy 11 month to my not so little man. Mommy could not be happier with the way you have turned out thus far.

He is still around 26 pounds
Claps his hands
Waves hello and goodbye, when he feels like it :)
Welcomes Mommy and Daddy home every day. He gets especially happy when daddy returns home from work.
He still says, Hi, Hey to the ladies, and Thank you.
We have been working on Uh Oh :) He says Uh and Mommy says Oh. He can do that forever. He loves that game :)

I am going to make this post my Happy list post. What more could make me happier then this?

She's my friend!

2011-10-04T08:07:00.000-07:00

Saw this idea over at Dandelion wishes. So I thought I'd play along!

Friends you love came up with this idea and I think it's fabulous!

The friend that I am going to feature first it Elizabeth over at Home is Where the Heart Is. Elizabeth is two of my best girlfriends, Bern and Desires' mother. I believe I've featured her here a few times but one more time won't hurt! She's an extremely crafty lady! She loves to remodel and make things pretty. Since I've known Elizabeth her and her husband Gary have moved about what 7 times? She's going to have to confirm that one for us. Each time she makes that new house a comfy welcoming home. She started blogging a while back and I loved getting all the questions. Now she has almost doubled me in followers!Can't blame her followers because she is amazing. Her latest post was about a quilt she made for her niece. It's Dr. Seuss! I love love love it.Bern and have wanted a sewing lesson so that we can make quilts like her someday!

Now go over and check her out! You will not be disappointed.

and a note from Elizabeth herself:
Hi Jaclynn,

How sweet of you! I feel so honored...

Lets see now..OK now your really making me think...

Life~ Life is not planed, life is lived day to day with its joy and sometimes sorrow. I believe we have the power to make our life as good as it gets...hard work, honesty and prayer will always see you though the day.
I believe that a persons integrity and word is a true testament of who they are.

Love~ I'm a romantic at heart. Love is all around us, I have been blessed with the kindest husband that loves his family so, he adores our daughters and the grands.
I see love in my daughters eyes and I hear it in their voice when they speak of the very special people in their lives...My grandchildren are such a joy to me, I love their hugs and kisses and the exuberant way they have of telling a story.... I still see love in my parents eyes and the respect they have for each other after 59 years of marriage. Jaclynn I see love in your eyes every time you look at Leeland and Dan....

Commute~ Well that's a hole another story...LOL I commute 5.5. hours a day to work...crazy some might think...I think so too....but I love where I live and so I make the sacrifice. I travel first by car, bus, train and then car to arrive at work and then turn around and do the same thing back home.

Moving~Really big chuckle here...you see Gary and I have moved 17 times in 35 years and I'm not kidding! We love to fix up house and sell them. When our girls were growing up we moved a lot but always kept in the same school district so they did not have to move schools or make new friends..Every time we have moved, we have meant the nicest neighbors I think we have been really lucky in the neighbor department. I do believe our moving days are over now. The home we are living in now has many projects to keep us busy and our creative minds and hands busy for years to come.

Quilting, sewing, crochet, knitting, counted cross stitch, decorating and traveling are my favorite things to do...and of course being with my family....
I enjoy teaching others what I love to do. I think home made is the best gift of all since it comes from the heart. I treasure all the cards my grand kids have made for me and all the little drawing, its all so special and it just fills my heart with happiness.

I have been spending a lot of time quilting lately and really enjoy the challenge, its like a big puzzle...cutting perfectly beautiful fabric up into tiny pieces and then sewing them back together..how silly is that...but I love it.
I have something home made in every room of my home.

I collect teacups and teapots. I just adore all the china patterns. Three legged tea cups are my most favorite, they are just the sweetest little cups.

Home is Where the Heart is the title of the song Gary used to sing to the girls when they were little and so fitting for our Blog hearder. Our motto is Busy Hands are Happy Hand, since my hands never keep still. I think I must have been one of Santa's helpers in another life....always busy making something for a gift.

So that's me...

Thank you Elizabeth for writing this guest post! It was perfect in so many ways! 17 times! Can you believe it? Do, she is serious. :)

Also, I am now apart of Top Mommy Blogs :) Every time you click on this link I get votes. Guess I need to get back on the blog a bit more.

October, berries, and skeletons oh my!

2011-10-01T09:34:00.000-07:00

Organic sugar free blueberry jam AND flaky biscuits! Wow Mom your the best!

But what were you thinking? This stuff is sticky!

In ode to October Mommy dressed me in my glow in the dark awesome skeleton pj's! All of this before 9:30! I am a lucky boy!

Favorite picture of September

2011-10-01T07:45:00.000-07:00

I chose this picture because I love his face. Look how perfect he is. He was also having an exceptionally amazing hair day. I am so in love with this little man. I can't believe that he's going to be one in a month and 3 days! Boy oh boy has time flown by. Speaking of boy, he got mistaken for a girl 3 times on Thursday. We made it almost 11 months w/o one person calling him a "she" or a "her". His har was not done so I guess he looks like a girl to others when his hair is down. You know because guitar pants and a blue doggy shirt don't give it away!

I'm pretty sure there's a lot more to life than being really, really, ridiculously good looking. And I plan on finding out what that is.~Derek Zoolander

Moments like this

2011-09-28T21:16:00.000-07:00

This is what I love the most.. No, not just because he's sleeping! Because he is so content. I could stare at him all day. Look at those lips! Kissable!

Now moments like this...

Hey now! He wasn't mad! He just wanted more of my home cooking goodness! He loves my cooking. This kid would eat all.day.long. if I let him.

These are my best friends

2011-09-26T12:23:00.000-07:00

And this picture shows each of their personalities.

Kate, wild yet classy. Erin, reserved with a sense of humor .

This was our first trip for the three of us.

It's about time that two of my best friends got to bond and totally hit it off.

My cup runneth over!

Wednesday

2011-09-21T08:49:00.000-07:00

It would not be possible without a signature. Who are you choosing to sign your marriage certificate? For us it will hopefully be my sister and the groom pictured here. I say hopefully my sister because she may or may not be deployed. It's hard to plan a wedding when you do not know if your Matron of Honor will even be there... I really have no desire to plan our wedding. None. Too many opinions are being spoken. It's hard. I don't know how we will choose a place.

I want a beach. I want to feel the sand in my toes. I want my mom there.

The best Man

The Maid of Honor

This is Bryan and Nikki. Bryan and Dan have been best friends for 25+ years. Bryan and Nikki were engaged and married within 10 months. I do not know how they did it so quickly. I have been engaged since Mothers Day. Yes, 5 months ~~almost 6 but who's counting~~. You know what I have planned. My bouquet, the girls bouquets, our colors, the girls headpieces(already purchased but came in wrong color), my dress, and I won my veil.

Disclaimer, just because it's planned does not mean it's been made.

I am doing everything backwards! I have a headpiece but no dress. Broaches for my bouquet but no venue.

I am also planning Leeland's 1st birthday party in all of this madness. A venue for his party... yeah haven't found one. Mrs. Creative can't pick a place for her own son's 1st birthday. This momma/bride has creative block. I need a Valium.

Also participating in Black & White Wednesday over at The Long Road to China.

Baby Sophia

2011-09-19T10:09:00.000-07:00

Blogger world meet Sophia. Isn't she perfect? An ex coworker of mine had this little bundle 3 weeks prior to this shoot. Since it's darn near impossible to find a job right now I am looking to building my photography portfolio. I think this is a great start.

Pink rosette head piece is from Lauris place. You can find her facebook page here

Thank you Misty for lending me your model!

A-Z.. why not?

2011-09-19T09:41:00.000-07:00

Stolen from Danielle
A. Age: 31
B. Bed size: Cali King. If we could go bigger we would.
C. Chore that you hate: Cleaning the kitchen table. It's a catch all..
D. Dogs: Kyuss, our American Staffordshire Red nose pit, though he acts like a chihuahua
E. Essential start to your day: 1st things 1st, coffee. Don't talk to me unless I've had my coffee.
F. Favorite color: Red
G. Gold or Silver: White gold. I've just recently started to wear gold.
H. Height: 5'5"
I. Instruments you play: Nada. I wish I could slap a bass
J. Job title: Mommy, wannabe photographer
K. Kids: The cutest baby boy in the whole wide world
L. Live: Wine country
M. Mother’s name: Tracy. I miss you more today then yesterday.
N. Nicknames: Jac, Jackass, Mama
O. Overnight hospital stays: 4 days for my Cesarian
P. Pet peeves: Litter, dirty silverware, bad customer service
Q. Quote from a movie: What do tigers dream of when they take their little tiger snooze? Do they dream of mauling zebras, or Halle Berry in her Catwoman suit? Don't you worry your pretty striped head, we're gonna get you back to Tyson and your cozy tiger bed. And then we're gonna find our best friend Doug, and then we're gonna give him a best friend hug. Doug, Doug, oh, Doug, Dougie, Dougie, Doug, Doug! But if he's been murdered by crystal meth tweakers,
R. Right or left handed: Right handed.
S. Siblings: One sister and one brother(that I have yet to meet)
U. Underwear: Yes please
V. Vegetable you hate: Peas, barf!
W. What makes you run late: Leeland. Other then dirty diapers i am never late. I hate when people are late.
X. X-Rays you’ve had: Oh lord... whole body over and over..
Y. Yummy food that you make: I just made pulled pork pizza and it was DELISH!
Z. Zoo animal: Elephants even though I am not the biggest fan of zoo's i always love seeing the elephants.
I will leave you with a picture of Leeland and I from this past weekend. This is his first time coloring :)

New things..

2011-09-03T13:31:00.003-07:00

So I found a new obsession. Pinterest.com is addicting! You can instal a button on your bookmark toolbar. When you see something on the web that you want to make, love to have, want to DIY, etc.. all you have to to is hit your button and BAM!! It saves it to your board.
here's what my board looks like so far(I will fill this up in no time):

Then when you click on the picture it saves the link to the website. Please note the one here:
Amanda over at I am Baker. One word, TALENTED! I found her while looking at other boards at pinterest.com. SO happy I found her. She gives you so many ides and teaches you how to do all her awesome things!! I attempted these flowers but my icing was too thin. I could have added powdered sugar but I was too lazy. You can see the said cupcakes below.

So my first round of cupcakes were these cute owls. Also found these on pinterest.com. I think they are adorable!
Cookie monster! No these are not for a kids party. They are for an adult party tonight. Who doesn't LOVE cookie monster?
Here's my attempt... Her's are way better. I will try again with a thicker frosting.
and now my sunflowers. Notice anything wrong? Yeah the leaves should have been on the bottom. Oh well!
This is what I've been doing on my Saturday afternoon :) Have a great weekend! I am off to party!

30 day challenge

2011-09-01T22:35:00.000-07:00

Another diet?? Nope. I am kicking major ass in the loosing weight category, thank you very much. 3 lbs away from my pre preggo weight. Down 13 pounds in 8 weeks. I have been walking with Leeland around 2-5 miles each morning. I have started to bring my weights and do arm workouts on the walk. I have made points on our walks where I am doing squats. This girl is determined. 33lbs to go to my goal! I can't believe it. I've now lost a total of 27 pounds!

So what is the new 30 day challenge?
Adventures in mommyhood is hosting:
Healthy Living: 30 Day Make Your Bed Challenge! I'm in. I'd say that I make the bed 6 or 7 days out of 30 days. I sleep better with a made bed. I am hoping that the "made bed karma fairy" sprinkles her comfy sleep dust on Leeland. We have had two nights in a row where he has slept through the night 10+ hours! Cue, Heaven! I'm in Heaven!

Since I learned about this at 10PM I hopped out of bed and made my damn bed!
Insert cheesy bed pic:

Yes.. that is a making love pillow! Don't hate. You know your jealous!

Iz eat breakfast bars

2011-08-31T20:56:00.000-07:00

Click to enlarge

and I like!
but did you know how sticky they are? It took 5 wipes for Mommy and Daddy to clean me.
Want some? You might, it's going to take a long time to clean me off!

Wordles Wednesday but with words?!

2011-08-31T10:36:00.000-07:00

Also participating in Black & White Wednesday over at The Long Road to China.

I love the internet

2011-08-30T15:17:00.000-07:00

Last night I watched a live birth. It was amazing. There was sound and all. This mother was nothing less then a hero. She was so calm and in a zone. There was no screaming just pure calmness. At the point pictured the husband got on the bed with his wife and laid there and talked to her when she wasn't contracting. Everyone in the room was quiet when she contracting. All was so peaceful. When the time came one of the midwives went and got the sleeping sister. She came in and laid next to her father. She was shy for quite some time and did not look at her new sister for a few minutes. Once the father said, "She's your new play buddy" She popped up and checked her out. It was the cutest thing I have ever seen.

At the point of delivery there were 1600 viewers. I give this mother so much praise for allowing so many people to be apart of her miracle. Thank you for opening your life to so many strangers. I feel blessed to have been apart of it.

I don't normally do this

2011-08-29T22:26:00.000-07:00

but I have to share this blog I just read. I have been a follower for some time and I agree with a lot of what she share. There are times where I don't agree but life would suck if we thought exactly the same way. The Sparkle Mama speaks about demand nursing. Some great advise. Go follow her. She's awesome.

It absolutely breaks my heart when a new mom's breastfeeding relationship is sabotaged by bad scheduling advice from their doctor. So recently, I went on a google search to see what advise is out there with easy keywords and it really is hard to find a blog that actually explains how a newborn nurses. In fact blatant harmful advise is easy to find. Which is even more maddening! They all have to mention something about how many times a day a baby should feed or say every 2-3 hours. One site that was on the first page of one of my searches said that it's best for a mother not to be awakened before 3 hours if she's asleep at the hospital and she let the nurses take the baby to the nursery, cause she's tired uhhh who gives a crap if she's tired? Sorry we're all tired after giving birth. Lay in your bed and feed your baby big whoopidooda! If you're new to breastfeeding it seems like the internet can be a booby trap (obstacle in the way of nursing successfully). I just want to put one more real life blog out there just in case a google keyword search can bring me up to a struggling mom. I want you to know there's hope Mama! How to have the best start breastfeeding your baby? Here's a good piece of practical info from a mama, newborn babies breastfeed many many many MANY times a day and night! Every time they grunt stick a boob in their mouth!

I was lucky my midwife was an expert and she made sure I knew a newborn should be on the breast as much as possible. She would mimic what to expect in rooting behaviour, by showing me what the tongue smack they do while rooting for the breast would look like. She looked insane doing it but she didn't care. She wanted me to know when I saw my newborn make that mouth motion that I needed to get my breast out IMMEDIATELY. She made sure I knew that a newborn may suckle for 45 minutes then sleep for 30 then want to suckle again! Yes that's right only 30 minutes could pass from their last feeding and you should feed them again. Here is a perfect blog post I read recently from your baby's perspective on Normal Newborn Behavior.

Breastfeeding should really be about getting in tune with your newborn, following your gut. What do your instincts tell you? Trust yourself. If you are an intelligent, loving and normal woman. You are trustworthy! Don't second guess yourself or let someone make you question what you're doing. If it feels natural, if it feels right, if it feels instigated by love itself, you're on the right track. If you need help find other successfully breastfeeding mamas and ask. Research more. Read more. Ask more. Lactation consultants, Midwifes, Le Leche League for example. If you're Ob/Gyn is a man, come on seriously what does he know about it? Unless his wife successfully breastfed, in that case get her number instead, find another advisor.

Minutes after birth she had her first feeding.

Scheduled breastfeeding is one of the worst booby traps out there for new moms. It may sound great and easy to feed your baby every 3 hours but your body has no idea what you're doing other than showing it that you really do not need to produce much milk. Please read the blog post above about Normal Newborn Behavior it explains that the more your baby suckles in the first 2 weeks, the more milk you will produce for the duration of your breastfeeding relationship. That post explains all the science the prolactin and hormone levels. Let them suckle suckle suckle. You are the pacifier. Things change quickly you won't be their paci forever. As months go by sure their feeding can space out to that 3 hours apart or it could not. Timelines and schedules mean nothing to an infant. Would you schedule a puppy's nursing sessions? Puppy's have free range access to a breast like nature intended.

Like I said, I was very lucky my midwife told me exactly what breastfeeding was going to be like. That a newborn could be suckling all day and to just enjoy it. It's not a chore. It's not horrible. It's wonderful! In some cultures mama's are completely catered to while they lay in bed for a week just nursing and snuggling their new baby. No doing laundry or cleaning house the day after you have a baby. If you can preplan, I recommend planning in advance so that you have absolutely no responsibilities the week your baby is born other than laying in bed or sitting around with your baby. If you can't breastfeed in front of your family and friend visitors, I know some women are very modest and or family is not supportive of breastfeeding. You have to be firm for your baby. A time limit for visitors or you get up and leave the room because breastfeeding is number one priority those first weeks of life. I have no problem breastfeeding in front of visitors. It's my home, it's my baby your hibby jibby hang ups with breastfeeding are not even on my radar. So if a breast bothered anyone I didn't give a damn!

I was chatting with a good friend on facebook about the disappointment women are experiencing from unsuccessfully breastfeeding because of unwittingly taking bad advise. I was saying how I didn't know what to say to someone who's given up on breastfeeding before they were ready. I never want to make anyone feel bad. I always want to be a supportive and positive influence. I always agree and never say well did you try this or this or why didn't you do this? Monday morning mama quarterbacking is hurtful. It's already been done, there's no time traveling. These moms love there babies and tried the best they could with the info that was giving by trusted healthcare providers. They are good mamas. How can I help people without making them feel bad about themselves. My friend said to me "It's sad because that happened to me with dd1.. I was one of those women who "didn't produce enough milk" I was mad at the breastfeeding nazis for making me feel guilty.. but until I really thought about it.. and took ...what they were saying... in and realized it wasn't completely my fault I assimilated it and realized I did what I could and let go of the guilt.. I strived to do better next time and learn more.. I am glad the breastfeeding nazis never backed down and kept trying to help.. I owe my success this time around to them!" So I write this blog for mama's like my friend who won't be so easily led the next time around.

Here's a link list of actual helpful blogs and articles on breastfeeding successfully.

-Right Start Technique's by Dr. Sears

-The first days and weeks with baby. (I never knew how tiny a newborns stomach was until I started researching breastfeeding and colostrum.)

-Claire didn't produce enough milk (great blog about the most common story told by mom's who were unsuccessful at breastfeeding and the booby traps that felled them)

-Le Leche League (find a chapter near you and attend a meeting)

-Newborn Nursing KellyMom (this one does give you an amount of times feeding at least 10-12. I think the at least should be capitalize AT THE VERY LEAST 10-12 a day.

-Why African Babies Don't Cry (I love the way this one gives a real life account of what it's like to breastfeed an infant.)

-Breastfeeding: Getting Started (I was addicted to this site while pregnant researching researching researching. Great natural parenting site articles to read all over this online magazine site)

If you interested in relactating and trying to re-established your supply here's a resource and yes it can be done! http://www.llli.org/faq/relactation.html

Please feel to free comment and to add links to great breastfeeding info you've found.

I'm pretty sure there's a lot more to life than being really, really, ridiculously good looking.

2011-08-29T22:07:00.000-07:00

And I plan on finding out what that is

We will call this his Le Tigra.. We will call this his blue steel We will call this Ferrari...

Moisture is the essence of wetness, and wetness is the essence of beauty.

ps.. please excuse the phone pics :)

Favorite pic of Aug.

2011-08-29T22:01:00.000-07:00

Because it doesn't get much cuter then this.

I'z got my hairz cut

2011-08-13T11:41:00.000-07:00

We started to get a bit of a mullet so it was time! It was growing over his ears and he was always grabbing at them so again, it was time.
I know every mom thinks this but I really do have the best baby in the whole wide world.
All ready to get my first haircut!
We went to Auntie Erin and boy did she hook me up..
The requirement was to be able to still have a mohawk. He rocks the hawk :)
Ready for his close up. Yes, he is the cutest baby ever.

9 month update

2011-08-08T20:33:00.000-07:00

I've been a bad bad blogger. I had a batch of insomnia that lasted a horrible 2 weeks. I am back and happy. I've been doing a lot of baking, walking, and crafts.
As for Mr. Leeland he's huge right? We stopped nursing last month a few days past his 8th month. The reason....
2 on bottom and two coming in on top. Chomp.Pull.Not.Let.Go...
He likes home cooking. That's a lie.. he likes all food. Anything you give him he eats. His 9 month appointment is on Thursday so no stats to give you. He has thinned out a bit. Not so much a chunk nugget anymore. More like a tall nugget :) He laughs daily and smiles at anyone that will look at him. He is not shy. He rolls around the living room at warp speed. If you put toys on the floor he will get them. Rolling, scooting, pulling, turning he will find a way.
His favorite toy is this metal rattle. he will hold it for hours.
And now a note from Daddy..
"Everyday it seems I can notice some kind of small change with Leeland. His personality is really starting to come out. I don't think I've ever come across a more happy baby than Leeland. Just the way he smiles when I come home from work, or talks to me while holding him seems to change on a day by day basis, combined of more and more emotions. Leeland seems to be sleeping better, now that we have him more of a schedule. He eats like a machine and keeps getting bigger and bigger. I believe he is definitely going to be a big guy. I love going places with him and watching him observe all of the new things around him. He loves people and is a huge flirt. Smiling and laughing to anyone that comes over to say hi. I am so anxious to do all of the things that dads do with their sons. But at the same time I am just enjoying the age that he is at and don't want him to grow up too fast."
Da-da
^^
Swoon!

Insomnia

2011-08-01T10:51:00.001-07:00

I've had it. I hate it. I'm loosing it.

Flippy flops!

2011-07-11T10:37:00.000-07:00

I have been a bad blogger! Bad and busy! I participated in The Texas Darlings flip flop exchange. You can click here to find the pair up. No pun :)

I got paired up with Amy over at The Butcher, The Baker, & The Craft Maker Can you believe she has 13 goats? Have you ever seen a goat poo? haha It's like rabbit poo machine gun style! That's the only way I can explain a goat! :) Ok well back to the flip flops..
Not only did I get awesome flip flops but so did Leeland. LOVE baby feet in flip flops. She is so kind for thinking of my little minion :)
How cute it that?
Not only did we get mommy and son flip flops from Amy but we also got 3 KY style recipes! I love to bake so I will for sure be doing the Kentucky Derby Pie! Sounds delish!
Thank you Becca for hosting this. So sorry I lagged on posting but with Leeland's lungs and my crazy life I just haven't had time. He's is all better, for now, so I am back and active!

Welcome baby Grace

2011-07-03T19:49:00.000-07:00

Fathers Day

2011-06-25T22:24:00.000-07:00

Wow. I am behind. Very behind. Leeland got sick last week and in turn got Dan and I sick. The Dr. used the words, "Since he got bronchulitus at such a young age it RUINED his lungs. I can almost guarantee that every time he gets sick he will need breathing treatments." RUINED. I hate her. I hate breathing treatments. I hate wheezing. I hate hearing him like this. It's so sad. Yet, He's so happy :) Dream baby? Yup. I am so in love. SO-IN-LOVE! I made this picture into a Fathers Day card for Dan. It was perfect. Perfect. This photo was taken on Fathers Day. Love. How can you not? He is perfect.

Dan's first Fathers Day and Dave's 44th :) Such a great day.

Monthly Vlog and of course you want to know

2011-06-08T15:07:00.000-07:00

Speech is delayed :(

{1}Everyone seems to have a quirky family situation-- what is something unique about your family dynamic?

We don't talk. I have a small family and most of us don't talk.

{2}What is the most stressful aspect to blogging (aside from the network going down)?
I would not blog if it stressed me out.
{3}We all end up on a blog at some point in our day, but name your top 3 favorite websites you flock to daily (non blog)!
Swagbucks.. Why not earn money for searching the internet?

The EU.. My secret society of new moms
Etsy.. I love seeing what people come up with!

{4}What’s your sign? Believe in it or not, does any part ring true to you?
Gemini.. ALL the WAY! I totally have split personalities I fight with myself all the time :)

{5}IceCream!! ICECREAM!! We all scream for icecream! Name your favorite flavor/brand!
I like soft serve foyo. Less calories and lots of options :)

I'z eat FOOD..

2011-06-06T15:13:00.000-07:00

Yeah.. he never skips a meal :)

Please vote for Leeland!

2011-06-06T10:02:00.000-07:00

I think this is the perfect photo for Fathers day :)
You can vote once a day for a week here!

DIY bride

2011-06-01T15:27:00.000-07:00

That's me. I am going to make so much myself. I don't want to share too much and ruin the surprise factor but what I am working on so far

My invitations.
No I don't have a date but yup..I am making them myself with a bit of help from the lover.

My bouquet...
Yup you read that right. I will be making my own bouquet. :)

I am going to knock this all out before I set a date, pick our venue, and pick my bridesmaids! Backwards? Yup!That's me though. Non-traditionalist!!!

How to tell your baby is teething...

2011-05-31T21:59:00.000-07:00

I left a little piece of my heart

2011-05-30T22:57:00.000-07:00

I love San Francisco. There is so much I have done out there but so much more that I haven't. "I want to go here more!" I say that same thing every time we are out there.
Pure beauty
Sisters with our kids :)
Leeland needs to be a model. I swear when the camera comes out so does his smiles!
See!
Sister with daughter and nephew.
I love my family! Tell me that Leeland isn't the happiest baby in the whole world!
And cutest :) Proud mommy right here!

Love the architecture in SF!

My sister's wittle family :)
Peyton and Alcatraz. It was very cold and windy out. We then left Bakers Beach and went near SFO to drop off my sister, niece and brother in law. Hence my blog title :)

Paying it forward

2011-05-26T10:56:00.001-07:00

A friend of mine was connected to wishuponahero.com through my wish. She saw a family in need of baby clothing and let me know that she was touched by my story and wanted to pay it forward.
Since so many people donated to my wish on wishuponahero.com I decided to pay it forward with my friend and help a family with need of baby clothes. We sent boxes of gently used and new clothing to dress a newborn baby boy. Meet Emmet. Emmet is wearing one of Leeland's outfits that he never had a chance to wear.
We are very blessed with boxes and boxes of hand me downs from friends with boys. I will help all that I can.
We clearly did not send him his birthday suit pictured above but the picture was too beautiful not to share. We love baby Emmet and are happy we could help out.

Surprising my sister at her homecoming

2011-05-17T10:12:00.000-07:00

It all started with a wish. My wish. A wish for my sister to meet her nephew at her homecoming from Afghanistan. I posted this wish on a website called Wish Upon A Hero.
Here is my wish:

I WISH My sister could meet her nephew upon her arrival home
My name is J.S. and my sister is Staff Sergeant M.N in the USAF. Since September 18th, 2010 she has been serving in Kandahar, Afghanistan and I have just learned she will be coming home to the United States later this month. I am requesting for financial assistance so that I may fly out for her homecoming with my fiance(boyfriend sounded funny so I said fiance..little did I know) and our infant son.
In April of 2005, M.N had a daughter, P.N. On her first birthday, M.N was deployed to Saudi Arabia. Since P's father abandoned her during M.Ns pregnancy and our mother has passed, my now-fiance D.B and I took care of P.N in California for the next 6 months. Neither D.B nor I wanted children of our own till we took care of P.N And upon M.Ns return, we were fortunate enough to attend her home-coming with P.N. I have attached pictures of this arrival homecoming. I am sure it will move you as it does me each time I see it. (http://jaclynnkyuss.blogspot.com/2008/10/one-of-my-favorite-days.html)
Over these last years, M.N has married an incredible man (a fellow USAF Sergeant) and has still been and powerful and loving force in my life, even though she has been thousands of miles away. I delivered my first child, L.D.B, in November of 2010 and while my sister could not be there in the delivery room, she was able to meet her new nephew via Skype online. However, I wish so badly that after all M.N has done for me, and our country, that she could meet her nephew in person, and he could meet his brave Aunt, Uncle, and loving cousin Peyton . She has served our country for the last eight years and while her time away has caused her painful separation from her own daughter, she is an extraordinary mother to Peyton, and is already proving to be an equally loving Aunt to my son Leeland, despite being on another continent. Please help me be there to welcome her home to the country she has selflessly served and to the family who loves her so very much.

I then submitted this wish to Troy at Hike For Heroes.

www.drumhike.com/donate
www.heroeshike.com
Troy is an Iraq-war veteran who is hiking 7000 miles across America to raise money for struggling veterans and their families! He's an amazing man doing amazing things for military families. Little did I know, he would except to help grant my wish.

I kept this all a from my sister. I told her I needed a copy of her military ID for proof that she was serving. She asked why and I said it was for a possible surprise. Once Hike For Heroes purchased our plane tickets I got to packing. This was my first time traveling with Leeland. He was 4 months at the time and I completely over packed. Note to self.. you do not need 20 outfits for 5 days! A few days later we headed to the airport and traveled on 3 airplanes all the way across the country! Leeland did ah-maze-ing! He slept the whole way! Once we arrived we had a couple of days to get the house back in "May-Ree order" ~~she's a clean freak~~! We also had time with my niece and brother in law. We had to hide that we were on the other side of the country. I ignored my sisters calls(that was hard because I knew how bad she wanted to tell me where she was and when she'd be home).
Here I am with my niece, Peyton. We were making welcome home signs for Mommy and Hike for heroes.

Here is Peyton ~~and her personality~~ taking Leeland for a walk.
Reading her cousin a book.
We woke at 5:30am to be at the base for her arrival. I had insomnia for 3 days. It got so bad that I was shaking after her arrival. Waiting to see her plane land.
Uncle suited Leeland up in his camo to match Auntie.
Here's the plane!!
The plane's staircase got stuck and it took about an hour to get the airmen off the plane! So we took that time to pose for pictures!

Now bust out the tissues! Remember she had no idea we were there. We hid in the hanger so that she could have her special time with her husband and daughter. There is some "colorful" language in this video. The edited video is on the bottom of this blog. I wanted to share this version first becasue it shows her true surprised reaction.

First kiss from Auntie.
Proud Auntie!
I LOVE this picture!
and this one :)
She was very missed!
There are not enough words to say how extremely grateful we are for this gift we were given. We are forever in debt to Troy, Mareike(Troy's wife) and the whole Hike For Heroes organization.
Here is the whole crew. Thank you for making this day possible.

The PG edited version :)

After seven years and a baby...

2011-05-09T10:21:00.000-07:00

This is how we celebrated my first Mothers Day.
We decided to spend the day in Santa Cruz.
**special surprise at the end of the post**

The weather forecast was crap but I wanted to go rain or shine.
Leeland is 6 months old and we had not taken him to see the ocean. It was beyond time! His reaction to the waves was priceless. He seemed so happy and kept babbling and was full of smiles.

Met up with some friends and hit up the tide pools at Pleasure point.
So odd but we did not find ONE starfish!
I have no clue what I am laughing at :)
Leeland was SO into the pools. He did not look up at all the whole walk. I can tell I have a little explorer on my hands!
There were SO many sea anemones all of different colors.
I love the hot pink ones.
Love my wittle family.
Cappuccinos and cupcakes for lunch? Yes please!
Such an amazing view from our friends house!
It was freezing but we were all bundled up.
I love this time of the year. All of the California wild flowers are in full bloom.
After lunch at the Crows Nest we got ready to dip Leeland's feet into the freezing Santa Cruz water. This is a must. We laid my mother to rest in this water. Being Mothers Day it was the perfect time to "introduce" Leeland to his Grandma Tracy.
Waiting for it...
I ended up getting my shoes soaked! His little feet were so cute covered in sand :)
Since it was SO windy at the harbor we decided to drive up to the Natural Bridges on West Cliff. On the way there we passed the boardwalk and pier. Then the sun broke through so we stopped at the West Cliff Light house to get a minute of sun. We walked to the point and watched the solo surfer trying to catch a wave. It was cold but beautiful out.
So many pelicans skimming the water.
Dan kept his arm around me to keep me warm.
When we were alone at the point he dropped to one knee and asked if I would be his wife. I then cried in his chest for a good couple of minutes.

I honestly do not remember saying yes but that's a given. I have wanted to be engaged for years. I could not have asked for a more perfect Mothers Day.
or ring! Daddy did me good :)
I came to Santa Cruz with a boyfriend and left with a fiance!

Happy Mothers day!

The next generation

2011-05-07T14:24:00.000-07:00

Starting them young.
Leeland's god brothers came by for a visit and couldn't resist the helmets :)
TK~Cash
TK~Trust
watching episode 6
Really into it :)

Happy 6 months to my nugget

2011-05-04T08:30:00.001-07:00

Leeland is 6 months old today. I do not know where the time has gone. He is now laughing hysterically, holding a bottle(when he gets one),rolling over from front to back and also back to front, sitting up, eating all kinds of fruits and vegetables, sitting up for short periods, and so much more.
Taken this morning right after his diaper change.
The one next to this one is going to break through any day now..
We have been converted :) No more disposables for us! We are going to minimize our carbon footprint as much as possible. It's not "messy" like people think. I enjoy doing this kind of laundry. Only an extra load every 3 days! I did a lot of research and didn't pay full price for any of these diapers. They will pay for themselves in a month and a half!
He sat up for a whole minute! :) He props himself with his fist. Kind of like an ape :)
I guess the Honey and Wine festival tuckered him out!

I never would have thought I would make it nursing 6 months. I feel great about this. :)
This was taken yesterday after our afternoon walk :)
This was his first time in the jogger without the car seat. He loved it. He was all smiles and we even got a few giggles. He slept like this for about 40 minutes after we got home. He's such a big boy.

He's a linebacker at 5 3/4 months..

2011-05-02T21:12:00.000-07:00

This is Lyla Leeland's cousin. She's itty bitty! She is 11 months! Yup. 11 months!
She is about an inch taller but Leeland is thicker and weighs more. He's 5 3/4 months old.
I am thinking he is going to start to thin out now that he's rolling around :)

That's right I have proof!

What I make when theres, "Nothing to eat"

2011-05-02T16:53:00.000-07:00

Defrosted some pork loin. Added frozen broccoli and some spices
A lot of spices..
Some Cheez Wiz.. Yup I went there..
Before..
After and delish!

Easter 2011

2011-04-25T12:03:00.000-07:00

While he sleeps I can catch up on blogs :)
**Photo blog that is**

Ready to go see Grammis and Pop :)

He loves his Pop :)
and his new Peter Cotton Tail :)
and his Grammie :)
I Love this photo

Had to have a little photo shoot!

Finally a pic with Mom!

3 generations

I am back and lighter :)

2011-04-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

week 1- 2 pounds
week 2 -3 pounds
week 3 +1 pound
week 4 -2.5 pounds
week 5 +2
week 6 -.5(did not post)
week 7 -1.5

total lost 6.5

It has been hard. Hard to track. hard to listen to my baby gasp for air. Hard to just stay at home. Hard to make healthy food while sick.
Advise:
I ain't got none :(

Sick :(

2011-04-10T23:17:00.000-07:00

Leeland is sick. Very sick. ER two times this last week sick.
SICK SICK SICK :(

He has Bronchiolitis

Bronchiolitis is a common illness of the respiratory tract caused by an infection that affects the tiny airways, called the bronchioles, that lead to the lungs. As these airways become inflamed, they swell and fill with mucus, making breathing difficult.

It's the saddest thing ever :(

This is him today(notice the rockin cloth diaper). He's still a happy boy even though he sounds like he has a frog in his throat.

I will be back soon.

He's 5 months today!

2011-04-04T12:47:00.000-07:00

Time really does fly! My fat nugget was 17lbs at his check up last week. He still doesn't roll over but he sure does try. He's eating about 3-4 tbls of oatmeal and a jar of fruits and veggies 2 times a day. He laughs, a lot, mostly for Daddy. He smiles on cue and is all around an amazing baby.

Happy 5 months Nugget!

Totally expected this

2011-04-01T10:48:00.001-07:00

week 1- 2 pounds
week 2 -3 pounds
week 3 +1 pound

week 4 -2.5 pounds
week 5 +2

Total~ Down 4.5
Traveled to GA this past weekend, blog to follow, and didn't track ~~like at all~~
back home now and counting everything. Went for 2 walk yesterday and waiting for Leeland to get up from his nap so we can go this afternoon. Next week will be a HUGE loss! I guarantee it!

There we go!

2011-03-24T09:32:00.000-07:00

week 1- 2 pounds
week 2 -3 pounds
week 3 +1 pound
week 4 -2.5 pounds
Total~ Down 6.5

No real advice this week.
Just trying to get a hang of the plan.

It did take away one daily point with this weight loss. I never even come close to my daily points so they can have it back I don't want it!
It also told me that I am loosing too quickly.
With a gain last week they have some nerve!

I wish I could say that I have more energy and my pants are falling off but that's just not the case. One, Leeland has his first cold. Two, I bought my stretchy pants a size too small so they would fit longer. I do still have the same exact pair in my closet in a size smaller ~~screaming at me, "hey fatty hurry up and throw away that big pair and get into me!~~

I confess

2011-03-18T13:03:00.000-07:00

I confess that I have a bit of PPD.
I joined some meetups to meet other ~~stir crazy cabin fever nutso wine country~~ mommies
I had beers with one ~~other stir crazy cabin fever nutso wine country~~ mom and she was great.We have plans to walk when it's not pouring cats and dogs.
I confess I had 4 Guinness' yesterday
I gained this week ~~and that's why I drank those 4 Guinness'~~
I followed the WW plan to the T and I still gained and I am annoyed
I confess that I want to take Mamarazzi to lunch for her birthday but I don't want her to think that I am a stir crazy cabin fever nutso
I want to ask some of my favorite bloggers to do a guest post but I am scared they will reject me ~~Jessica, Lauren, Mama, Brandy~~
I confess my house smells like roses and lilies :)
The scent is a total cover up
I need to clean
I have not brushed my hair or teeth today
I confess that I just made an eggplant sandwich on eating right sandwich slenders with dijon and iceberg lettuce and it was fanfriggintastic
I am still hungry
I want to drink a Guinness and it's only 1:46 PM
I am addicted to Guinness

Curiosity or love?

2011-03-18T12:52:00.000-07:00

or both?

I know I love this.

I dare you to pinch him!

2011-03-17T17:39:00.000-07:00

Mommy would whoop you! :) Happy St. Patty's day!

Not a winner

2011-03-17T17:35:00.001-07:00

week 1- 2 pounds
week 2 -3 pounds
week 3 +1
Total~ Down 4
Shit!
Who am I to give my weekly advise. I clearly have no clue what I am doing!

Winner!

2011-03-10T12:20:00.000-08:00

week 1- 2 pounds
week 2 -3 pounds
Total~ 5
I was so close to eating a whole row of thin mints last night.
So happy I held back. It took all the tiger blood in my body to not go back to the freezer for just one more.
Yes I have Girl Scout cookies in the freezer. I ordered them pre-weight watchers. Oops.
I have been doing great following the plan. Tracking everything I eat. It's nice having a tool telling me I need more of this and less of that. My tips for this week. Costco/ Sams Club. Stock up on your meats. Save's money and easier to prep your meals for the next few days.

Easy peasy apple pie ~~Mmm pie~~!
Five minutes in the microwave and ready to eat.
How much easier do you need it?
My short term goal.
Not a number.
$5 on clearance from Target.
It goes on but I can not pull the lace down.
Bastard.

Mommy & me

2011-03-06T19:19:00.000-08:00

Hosted by Krystyn at Really, Are You Serious?First linked up with Krystyn here. Thought I'd come back and show off Leeland :)
yeah he's cute ~~And hungry~~! Here's the 2 of us. I was getting sleepy from his warmth. we both love that sleepy wrap!
me and my fat nugget!

Always late

2011-03-05T22:32:00.000-08:00

but worth the wait..
Went to see Social D on Feb 4th. leelan's 3rd month bday. Since yesterday he turned 4 months I thought I should finally share a pic from out first date night out w/o baby. It was an amazing time. Dan was sick but it didn't damper my mood, nor anyone else.

Love the Warfield!
The four of us waiting for BART
Of course the group shot is blurry!
having another date night Saturday night. I will post pics before another month passes! I promise.

Beautiful afternoon

2011-03-05T12:45:00.000-08:00

Woke up this morning well rested, thanks Leeland! Had my morning cup of jo, fed Leeland and convinced the lover to go for a walk with us. Turned on my sports tracker app, turned on Pandora and off we went.
Daddy started bitching about how hot it was and I asked him why he wore jeans! Duh!
We did a short walk because I am suppose to go for a long walk with my friend Kate to break in her new double jogger!

Stopped for a little photo op with Leeland. You may remember this post. I walk by this spot all the time and I always forget to ask someone to take our picture. Now we have it.

According to sports tracker we did
1.32 miles in 30 minutes - a few minutes for our photo shoot
burned about 73 calories

12, 3,4,7

2011-03-04T22:06:00.000-08:00

No, that's not how much I weigh. Those are the times that Leeland woke to eat.
I still got off my ~~big fat~~ ass and went for a 2 1/2 mile walk, even though I was physically exhausted. I think I jinxed his sleep pattern with the vlog post.

I am a little concerned with my supply for him. I am starting to think that because of my diet that I am affecting my production. It's hard... very.f'ing.hard.
I always said I wanted to breast feed him for a year.
Now I say, "I will feed him till I no longer can". Hell I have made it 4 months as of today :) I am proud of that.
I will do everything I can to keep up with his demand.
He eats ~~all.f'ing.day.long~~ a lot! I hope that with the solids we are starting to introduce that his schedule will level out. He did take an hour and ten minute nap today. He has been the king of 20 minute naps for the past couple of weeks. He did great with his second feeding. Sucked down every drop.
I am hoping that his full belly will last through the night.

I needed a before pic for WW so here we go.

Even though I was very tired, after the lack of sleep, I still went to dinner with the little man, lover and 2 friends.

You may be seeing a lot of my pieces over and over. I am in between sizes right now. I will fit in my clothes again damn it.

Jacket: Khols
Shirt: Ny&Co.
Leggings: Ny&Co.
Shoes: DSW
Necklace: Urban Outfitters

I confess

2011-03-04T11:10:00.000-08:00

I am dead tired
I am angry that I have not pumped a supply of milk
I have gas from all the damn fruit I have been eating ~~I just farted~~
My house is a disaster
I miss my sister and my niece
I am totally embarrassed on how I looked in my vlog
I bought 2 ~~3 shh don't tell Dan~~ things this week that I do not fit in in hopes they will fit soon
I am typing one handed because I have a kid on my tit ~~Visual?~~
I lost 3 pounds this week and did not track my food last night because we were at a friends house. I confess I did not need those extra sweet potatoes ~~or creme cake~~!
I am about to go for my daily 3 mile walk because of those extra sweet potatoes!
I feel like I have a hangover off of a glass of wine and a beer
I lost my cool with Leeland two night ago. He was not sleeping and I had bad thoughts that I regretted the next day
I confess I am resentful to Dan because I am breast feeding
I need a pedicure badly
I want to punch the girl on The Price Is Right because she is stupid
I feel like I am going to throw up because of my slight hangover
I hate Drew Cary
I could care less about going out at night now. I'd rather be at home with Leeland
I do not understand why I don't have more followers by now. I mean I do kick some serious ass!
I confess I will be back later to update this

Leeland's 4 month birthday feeding

2011-03-04T09:33:00.000-08:00

Please ignore my annoying commentary!
We tried once last week to give him oatmeal. EPIC fail. So to celebrate his 4 month birthday we tried again. At first it looked like the first time but after a few bites he kept down about 6 spoonfuls. Since he is such a fat ass this is why we are starting "solids". He eats off of mommy ALL.DAY.LONG. His doc said it's time so we start :)

Best sound in the whole wide world

2011-03-03T21:20:00.000-08:00

Peyton reading to Leeland

2011-03-03T21:16:00.000-08:00

When you are thousands of miles away there is good ol' Skype to keep cousins bonded. Even though Peyton has not held Leeland she sure is a great cousin. She likes to show off her new reading skills by reading him her new books.

Terrified

2011-03-03T14:45:00.000-08:00

This terrifies me.I did not brush my hair. I did not put on make up.

Here are the rules:
1. Create your VLOG that includes
a. Something your readers may be surprised to learn about you.
b. Your hidden talent.
c. Show & Tell : share a piece of furniture or decor. Tell us what it says about your decorating style.
"The Monthly VLOG" hosted by Mamarazzi and Shawn

I need to clarify that Leeland does sleep through the night but he does not nap. Or hasn't been napping. That is the reason behind my unbrushed hair and my natural self! Normally I get up, drink my coffee and get ready. Today, even though I slept for hours could not find the time to get off the couch. I am not sure if it's the weather or my fat ass.

It's a start

2011-03-03T11:16:00.000-08:00

I am happy with -2 pounds. I am on track for -10 in a month.
I followed the plan as best as I could. The oil is confusing and I can't figure out how to get it. I need tips without going to meetings. The veggies and fruit are easy. The main problem I have is eating enough to hit the targeted points. I found myself getting headaches when I don't eat. With my history of migraines this can't be good. I have upped my water intake and that seems to work. Since the weather took a turn ~~to freezing~~ it's been hard to go for our daily walks. I hate hate hate doing workout videos. Walking is the form of exercise that I enjoy. I need to figure something out when it rains :/

Steppin out
I wanted to take a picture standing up but after wine tasting it was time for a rock.. ha :)
Shirt, pant and flower: NY&Co.
Rockin socks: Target
Fyi you could not see the socks when I was upright :)
Shoes:DSW
Sweater:Khols

I decided that after I joined WW that it was time to get rid of my maternity clothes. Since I am in between sizes I thought I'd get some new clothes. I went to NY&Co. and spent $80 and got 2 pairs of the same jean in different sizes. They are stretchy so I got one pair a bit snug and then the size down ~~because I will loose this f'ing weight~~. Two shirts, an awesome necklace, the flower pictured and leggings. All added up to$150 but I had a $75 off $150 coupon. Great deal if you ask me!

Time for a change

2011-02-26T13:40:00.000-08:00

What else do I need to do besides loose weight? ~~Get lipo, boob job, do laundry, get a job, win the lottery~~ Cover up my gray! Yes I have gray and a lot of it.
Before pics:

Crap. Noticed I have the 50MM lens on.. trying to get a full pic..Crap I can't get it! Ahhhhhhh
Oh F it! Good enough..
Bust out the 20 and spill a bit of color on the bottle..
Get out the new color.
Switched from the 4NW to the 3 NW.
I wanted the "Carrie Bradshaw break up from Big makeover" color. You know the one when Jennifer Hudson goes to meet her for coffee and her hair is DARK DARK brown.Set up Pandora on my dirty phone. In the mood for some gangsta rap...
Apply color and get it all over the place. Walls, floor, sink, forehead, neck and chest. Then wrap in saran wrap so I can go nurse my kid without killing him with the toxic fumes..
Loose the rest of the hair that I have not shed in the past few weeks. Oh the joys of being postpartum..
drum roll for the new color... Crap still have the 50MM lens on.
No gray..
Need to add the black strip in my bangs..
Turned out pretty good. I likey :)
Gave the camera to Dan for a different full shot :) I like :)
The end!

and the verdict..

2011-02-25T19:48:00.001-08:00

It was ok. That's it. Just an O and a K!
Dan's description, "Could be better!"
I agree.

We give it a 3.5

Our little man joining us for dinner tonight.
He let us eat the whole meal together without any interruptions :)
Love

I'm trying

2011-02-25T12:33:00.000-08:00

to loose my baby weight ~~and then some~~. I joined weight watchers, again, after not being on it for 2+ years. I thought it was time to get this ball rolling. I Started yesterday and it went well. So today I woke with a new sense of hope. So I dusted off the ol' WW cookbook and chose my 1st WW recipe. Not only is it my 1st WW meatloaf but my 1st ever. I am excited to see how it turns out.
Leeland sits in his swing seat while I make breakfast, lunch, dinner and portion out my snacks. He laughs most of the time but I swear he was saying, "I want to eat that now!" No tears from this kid. He just wanted me to continue to shake my rump while I mixed the meatloaf :)
Bought this little beauty @Target to not only monitor my water intake but to also always have cold water near by.
Dr. Oz says cold water helps boost your metabolism.

One of my favorite blog's

joined WW to loose the rest of her baby weight and had major success. I can only hope to loose enough to reach my goal as quickly as she did.
She's a hot tattooed mama ~~like myself~~.
Check her out.
-30 lbs in 15 weeks.
**Crossing fingers**

Leeland loves his Grandpa :)

2011-02-25T10:51:00.000-08:00

Took Leeland to see his grandparents the other day. A short trip but always nice to see them. Leeland is all smiles when we go to their house. Well, he is all smiles all the time but a bit more for them. :)
If he isn't a spittin image of him when he's older I'd be shocked!

Neener neener Grammie :)

Little late.

2011-02-23T22:54:00.000-08:00

We took Leeland to Disneyland when he was 10 weeks(yes 6 weeks ago and I am finally blogging about it sheesh I am trying to learn this whole mother thing). We couldn't stay away. It was Dan's 34th birthday and this is where he wanted to go. So we packed up the car and took a drive down south. Once we arrived we renewed our annual passes and went on in. It was a whole new world going there with a stroller and a newborn. Tears were shed. Not just by Leeland but by Mommy as well. It was hard leaving the comfort of our home and our normal everyday routine. Since this I have ventured out far more then I did in the first 2 1/2 months.

I do have to say that the World Of Color made the whole trip worth it. It was spectacular!

Been a bit busy lately

2011-02-22T09:05:00.000-08:00

And it's all his fault :)
He has been labeled our "dream baby". I could not agree more. He sleeps through the night, I have to wake him to nurse. We have had one sleepless night and one rough night(for 2 hours). He really is a perfect baby. He only cries if there is something wrong. He loves going for walks with me and is so happy in his jogger. I couldn't ask for a better baby.
I am so in love!

Happy Valentines Day

2011-02-14T15:04:00.000-08:00

Our gift to Daddy for Valentines Day.

Date night!

2011-02-04T09:46:00.000-08:00

Leeland is 3 months today. How do we celebrate? Leave him home with Grammie and Pop. It's our first date night since the day before Leeland was born. There is a cosmo in San Francisco calling my name.. can you hear it?

Just enough beans and some elephants!

2011-01-30T08:33:00.000-08:00

I wake up thinking I have no beans for my morning cup o joe. Much to my enlightenment and forgetful memory I had grind up enough yesterday for two pots and left some behind. Now I sit here and catch up on my fellow Elephants, blogs, and facebook messages. Then I look over at the video monitor and Leeland is laying there with a huge smile on his face! I am thinking that today is going to be a good good day! I do not care that it rained last night and the ground is wet. I have a beautiful son, wonderful family, amazing friends, and a great group of ladies that make me smile every day. So cheers my cup runneth over today!

At least it's not bird shit

2011-01-28T16:27:00.000-08:00

Life is NOT what it used to be. I used to get up every day and put on make up. Dan is now lucky if I brush my hair daily. I am so ready to loose weight and feel pretty again. I get dolled up to go out and all I get is a goodbye. No, "You look cute babe!" Or even, "Well you tried!" Would be nice! Or maybe not. I am the kind of person who needs immediate results. Always have been. 30 day shred can kiss my big fat ass. 2 weeks in and one inch gone around my waist and ZERO pounds down. I really need liposuction! For real. F the engagement ring! Throw that money down on some lipo! Yeah yeah yeah.. I just had a baby! Everyone keeps reminding me of that (even though he's stuck on my tit 24-7 I guess people feel the need to remind me).
So I feel the need to look pretty because I have been thrown up on more then I can count in the past 3 days. I never knew that cleavage was used to house a puddle of puke! Now I know why "the girls" are separated..

Wasss up

2011-01-25T16:01:00.000-08:00

I love this little nugget. He makes me smile daily :)

Play date

2011-01-24T18:18:00.000-08:00

Had a friend over who had a baby exactly 2 weeks before me. We went for a nice long walk and talked about all the things our babies do and don't do. Much to my surprise Drake rolls over already! I didn't think Leeland was anywhere near this. As we lay the boys down to take pics we decided to put them both on their bellies and low and behold Leeland rolls to his side!!! I think he watched Drake do it and thought, "Hey, I can do that too!" We need more play dates so Leeland can learn form others. :)

I swear they had fun!
Drake started it! ha ha
"What's he crying for?"

I am fat!

2011-01-20T14:15:00.000-08:00

I just started the 30 day Shred(again) by Jillian Michaels and I am fat.
That's it.

Just a couple of smiles to brighten your day

2011-01-19T09:59:00.001-08:00

Mornings aren't magical

2011-01-18T09:29:00.001-08:00

Now I know why they sell such large mugs at Disneyland!
I feel like got hit by the exhaustion bus.
We spent the past 4 days at the happiest place on earth.
My body feels like I ran a marathon.
It is definitely a different experience with a newborn.
We will not be going as much as we did in the past two years but we will defiantly go again for Halloween and Christmas. Hell we need to get the most of our annual passes.
On Sunday I cried 3 times. Leeland had some major meltdowns. He has been on such a great schedule at home that changing it was hard on him.. and me! One of my cries was because of world of color. It was so amazing that I shed a few tears.
Yeah I am a hormonal mess... Whatever.
While I drink my coffee out of my new mug I will upload photos.
Many blogs to come.
I just need to catch up on some much needed sleep!
Stand by!

1st time in jeans

2011-01-13T13:48:00.000-08:00

Love the baby blues :)
1st time in jeans AND shoes :)
My baby is such a big boy now :)

10 hours!

2011-01-13T10:44:00.000-08:00

Leeland just slept for 10 hours. 8 hours in a row and then after a feeding 2 more hours! What an amazing kid. I think he knew how horrible I was feeling after my molar surgery and gave me time to heal. I woke up feeling almost 100%! Shout out to my little man for letting Mommy sleep!

Baby Scarlett

2011-01-11T13:48:00.000-08:00

I have added a paypal button to my page to honor baby Scarlett.

Scarlett was born on October 16, 2010. On December 17, 2010, they discovered that she has a massive brain tumor.
Reading butterflies has hit close to home, litteraly. They live in the same area that I grew up in. The first hospital they took Scarlett to was the hospital I was born in. The bridge the drove over to take her to Stanford was the bridge I drove over for a year to go to work. Now that I have a 9 week old baby I could not imagine their trials that they have endured. This small gesture is to let them know that there are others out there who care.

You can read more about Scarlett over at her blog.

You can find the button to donate to their family on the right side of my blog.
Thank you,
Jaclynn

4 inches!!!

2011-01-11T12:56:00.001-08:00

Leeland had his 2 month well appointment last night.
He is 12lbs 1 oz
and
23 3/4 inches!
He has grown 4 inches in 2 months!!
He is in the 90th percentile for height and 50th percentile for weight.
He's tall and skinny like his daddy! :)
I now wonder if he will play the guitar like his Daddy.
Sexy ;)

While I drink my coffee...

2011-01-11T10:58:00.000-08:00

He talk's to his "dudes".
He asks them, "How's it hangin dudes!"

I'm stealing from my son...

2011-01-04T11:43:00.000-08:00

I needed extra luck and he has $2.00 bills in his piggy bank! Trying to win the CA Mega lottery! It's $355,000,000! I will put the $2.00 back in the piggy bank when we win :)

Breaking point

2011-01-03T20:17:00.000-08:00

We all have one right? Well I hit mine tonight. Don't get me wrong, Leeland is an amazing baby and gives me my space for my morning coffee and sleeps pretty good... while lying on my arm :) but everyone has a point where they just need "me time". My "me time" now consist of my nightly shower. So after Dan got to leave two times today while I stayed home it was ME time when he got back from the store. I decided that I would share that "me time" with Leeland. That's right we took a shower together. It was awesome. He loved it, well I loved it. He was so calm and looked so in tune with me on needing that "us time". Now I sit in my lovely red robe with this fabulous glass of Shiraz while Daddy has his own time with Leeland.

Ain't that the truth? haha :) And it's scheduled! February 4th! We are triple dating! Dinner and Social Distortion! Oh yeah baby. I can not see them enough! I will be sad to leave him for the 1st time but he will be with Grammie and Pop at our house and on his 3 month birthday. I am not counting down the days but I am sure looking forward to it!

You mean the house can be clean with a newborn?

2010-12-27T14:01:00.000-08:00

While I can not bend over to pick things up I can do the basics. The house is clean and I got my mommy and me time :) I love this sleepy wrap. I think I may need a red one too :)

Our first Christmas with Leeland

2010-12-26T21:25:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas from my family to yours!

Update one the photo contest.. Leeland is KICKING BUTT! :)

Christmas still rocks according to Leeland even though Daddy was sick. :(
Grammie and Pop came over to do our gift exchange the night before Christmas. They were suppose to spend over and spend Christmas morning with us but since Daddy was sick they didn't want to be exposed too long to whatever illness he had. Of course Leeland cried for his first Christmas pic with his grandparents.
"Santa is coming tonight? Word!" haha
Spending Christmas Eve Eve with auntie Erin :)
Merry Christmas everyone!

Vote for Leeland

2010-12-18T18:08:00.000-08:00

http://community.babycenter.com/contest/entry/247/just_hanging_around_waiting_for_santa

Thanks in advance :)

**I Was Never the Girl Next Door**

Been a tad bit busy

I'm a mess

Link up WWTKW

Yuck! Brussels Sprouts? No way man!!

FOOOOOD nom nom nom nom

Color!

Merry Christmas! A tad bit late..

And a very happy New Year!

A few favorites

Homemande ornament :)

Silence,

Recent shoots

Charlie Brown Christmas tree? No way!

Minus

So much to say..

I kicked that goal in the a$$!

6 month fluff :-)

How to earn free things!

9 days young

11 months

She's my friend!

October, berries, and skeletons oh my!

Favorite picture of September

Moments like this

These are my best friends

Wednesday

Baby Sophia

A-Z.. why not?

New things..

30 day challenge

Iz eat breakfast bars

Wordles Wednesday but with words?!

I love the internet

I don't normally do this

I'm pretty sure there's a lot more to life than being really, really, ridiculously good looking.

Favorite pic of Aug.

I'z got my hairz cut

9 month update

Insomnia

Flippy flops!

Welcome baby Grace

Fathers Day

Monthly Vlog and of course you want to know

I'z eat FOOD..

Please vote for Leeland!

DIY bride

How to tell your baby is teething...

I left a little piece of my heart

Paying it forward

Surprising my sister at her homecoming

After seven years and a baby...

The next generation

Happy 6 months to my nugget

He's a linebacker at 5 3/4 months..

What I make when theres, "Nothing to eat"

Easter 2011

I am back and lighter :)

Sick :(

He has Bronchiolitis

He's 5 months today!

Totally expected this

There we go!

I confess

Curiosity or love?

I dare you to pinch him!

Not a winner

Winner!

Mommy & me

Always late

Beautiful afternoon

12, 3,4,7

I confess

Leeland's 4 month birthday feeding

Best sound in the whole wide world

Peyton reading to Leeland

Terrified

It's a start

Time for a change

and the verdict..

I Was Never the Girl Next Door